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Backdated to March 24

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Characters: Sheena Fujibayashi, Yamazaki Sagaru, maybe the Bakurae

Location: Casualty Communal

Rating: G

Time: March 24, afternoon

Description: Sheena and Zaki gives a try to go out for a date.

Yamazaki ran out of his apartment with the still turned on communicator in one hand. He wasn't able to think of small things like locking the door or taking up more appealing clothes. Sheena waited for him in the very building he lived. she was here! And she was ready to go out with him! His heart sang a gloomy song of a soldier leaving his homeland en route to the war and death...It did not fit to the occasion but these kind of songs were Yamazaki's favorites. When he arrived at the third floor he stopped at Sheena's door, took a deep breath, and...took another deep breath...he raised up his hand...and tugged his messy hair...and then he knocked the door very quickly and turned away!

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You see, you do have a useful ability...well, you had it in that other world, where I was not there...

[It's a bit upsetting that Sheena lived in a world Yamazaki doesn't know a thing about...

...and being kissed by this girl still makes him blushing.]

Ugh, you, err, I think you're flirting unintentionally, and it's somehow very sweet...and attractive. And...duh [He hides his face into his arms] I was just kidding about that dance, unless you want it...

Zaki...

[She wraps her arms about him and holds him tight.]

I don't want you to do anything that'll make you uncomfortable. Okay?

Sheena, you never made me feel uncomfortable, never ever...or if you did something, it was not your fault I felt...errr...I would not say it was uncomfortable, it was like we bought that many cakes at Death by Pasty. It was silly but not uncomfortable.

Then, I never want you to feel silly--in a bad way, okay? Silly in a good way is fine, but if I ever make you feel bad in any way, you tell me, all right?

Yes. I'll tell you everything about myself...even if it's...

[Zaki waits for a few moments, he's not sure about how should he put in words what he wanted to say.]

I want to be honest to you.

[His choice of words concern her, and she looks up, that emotion evident in her expression.]

Zaki? What is it? What's wrong?

[He gasps and looks at Sheena, his face is serious and a bit sad, but he smiles.]

Could you love two person equally at the same time? One who you'd live with, having kids and spending sweet times together and another one from the distance like...that person was a dream?

[Hadn't they talked about this before? This must really concern him...]

Yes, I think you can, but Zaki, what's going on?

I'm in love with someone else, too, and it doesn't count how much I try to forget about him, I can't. It doesn't mean I don't love you. I do love you, I do want to marry you, I want a family and all the family-related things with you, but I love him.

I...I guess it's better if I turn off this mirror now.

[She thought this sounded familiar.]

I would never ask you to forget him, Zaki. You don't do that to someone you love because every person you meet stays with you in one way or another, and if you forget them, then you lose a part of yourself.

But, if talking about this bothers you, I'll understand if you want to stop.

[Maybe they did talk about this matter, but Zaki wants to make this thing clean.]

Yes, it...it bothers me. Let's not talk about it anymore. I'm very thankful that you love me and accept me and don't drop me. And...you are the only woman I love.

[Is that what's been bothering him? Being accepted? Oh...]

Okay, I won't talk about it, and yes, Zaki, I accept you and love you--all of you and everything you do.

[Being noticed and accepted was the only thing Yamazaki wanted in his life.]

You...you are the loveliest girl I've ever met. And the kindest and most understanding one, too. And if you can wait a bit I'll find out more compliments for you!

[Well, he doesn't have to worry about that anymore; Sheena's definitely noticed and accepted him without question.]

Zaki! [She blushes and laughs with surprise. She's always been flustered by compliments.]

You don't have to do that!

And you are beautiful, especially when you're blushing. Oops, sorry...I won't do this again...

[Zaki looks at Sheena with an apologizing expression and a moment later he starts to laugh]

I am good at insulting, too!

[She shakes her head and continues to smile even as she blushes harder.]

Now, cut that out! [She's laughing as she says that.] You didn't do anything to apologize for! I'm not insulted.

If you continue being so pretty you'll be harassed, though.

[Yamazaki mutters, and he doesn't look at Sheena.]

[She puts a hand on his arm, and tries to meet his eyes. She's been harassed before.]

I'll be fine, Zaki. I can handle it, so it'll be okay. You have nothing to worry about.

[Zaki had no idea about Sheena was being harassed. When he talked about harassing he thought of himself. No one but he has the right to touch Sheena! He looks worried as he turns to the girl.]

How do you mean you can handle it? How do you know? Were you...? Did someone...? Who...?

[ WHO? ]

[Oh boy... She hadn't meant it like that...]

Zaki, my Grandpa taught me how to fight--and I've put those skills to use in battle. That's how I know I can handle it.

[Not to mention all that practice with smacking Zelos in the head.]

Huh... do you have any idea how much you scared me?

[Zaki doesn't want to sound too reproachful. It's not Sheena's fault that he misunderstood her. But now he's high on adrenaline and wants to hurt someone who caused harm -any kind of harm- to Sheena.]

I...didn't mean to. I just wanted to let you know you didn't have to worry about me.

But, but now I'll do. Til now I didn't really think over the mater, but from now it will be always on my mind that someone would harm you when I am not with you...

[Zaki gently pulls a bang of Sheena's hair.]

...or even when I am there.

[She looks up and gives him a soft smile.]

Well, they can try, but, if I were you, I'd be more worried about them if they do...

...and I somehow get the feeling you wouldn't give anyone the chance to do so when you are here.

[Said softly and lovingly--despite her feelings of not wanting to be the damsel in distress.]

[Zaki makes a grimace then he smiles back at Sheena.]

No, they can't try it. It's not allowed to take a bad look at you, or I...I'll object. Yes. I would not give a chance to anyone to do anything bad to you.

[And awful scenes like Ryuzaki vs. Yamazaki would happen again. No one needs it, so t's better if all the ill minded womanizers stay away from Sheena!]

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