.. I can't be crushed.

[ It's not "can't" as in that it's impossible, although it might sound that way, but it's more "can't" as in that she can't allow herself to be crushed - she has too much riding on her actions back home to do that. She can't die before she saves her brothers somehow. ]

I can't say I particularly like my grandfather, but if there's one thing he taught me, it's that.