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Characters: Yamazaki Sagaru and whoever wants to
Location: Somewhere in DC. He doesn't know either.
Rating: PG-13 cause you can never tell for sure.
Time: March 31st all day
Description: Yamazaki wants to discover the city with a map, but the map is not too helpful.
Here comes the guy, wearing a pair of black jeans and a t-shirt with the picture of a waving alien on it and he's staring at a map which he holds in his hand. He looks distracted and lost. Do with him what you please.
Alright, this is my Christmas gift to myself!!!
[Yamazaki just doesn't want to end this conversation like this. He doesn't understand himself, either, but he grabs Mello's wrist and forces him to turn back. He looks into those dark eyes, and for a moment he feels the words struggling in his throat to come out before he could tell what he wanted to.]
I don't want you to leave. I don't want to leave me ever. I...I'd like to infiltrate the library with you, I'd like to protect you from that dangerous guy who had that notebook, I'd like...to know you more. I'd like if you liked to know me by your side. But I don't think you want this, too. And that's why we can't meet again.
[He's almost crying as he turns away and leaves Mello behind.]
I won't look for you again. But I can't tell you not to look for me if you want to.
[And with this the most confused guy in the town runs away.]
Oh Zaki, why so cute?
For all that Mello's made his share of impassioned speeches, he's still at a loss when it comes to other people's emotional outbursts. Especially ones as confused as this, with Zaki saying he doesn't want Mello to leave, then doing just that himself. He either doesn't know what he wants, or doesn't think he should want it, a concept Mello would claim is completely foreign to him.
(And it sounded a lot like what he wants is Mello, but as long Mello doesn't have to do anything about it, he doesn't particularly care.)]