I only survived because of my friends...because they were waiting for me. [Because they wanted her to keep living.] I found it was easier to keep going if I just focused on that, if I didn't think of anything else. [She'd taken to running from her problems, only focussing on moving forward otherwise the darkness might crush her spirit....and she'd kept that up even when she came here.

...I guess, even though BREW brought me here, I'd never really left that place behind.