Yes. [She nods] Telling this possibility to anyone would make them burst out laughing. In my world, three weeks ago, if I was told we’d have to live through what I’ve lived, I’d laugh too. Until it happened… and then, there is nothing funny about it.

I don’t imagine anyone to take the same precautions as I do or expect it to happen at all. I never expected it either, after all. [she shakes her head] But every morning I look around and ask myself how long it’ll take until suddenly everyone is dying or eating each other. That’s why this option won’t ever leave my head.

[and she probably said too much already. Saya shakes her head] In the end, it doesn’t matter. Not yet, at least. And I hope it won’t matter ever, I really do.