Alucard, even knowing what would happen to him, only hesitated for a short time as he walked into the madness.

The same voice started to talk to him. It sounded so convincing. The same voice that said it would be better if he didn't exist. What good could he do?

"That's...that's not true," he whispered. If he was ever going to fight the madness, he could not believe what it said. But that was so hard when you believed that, at times, you shouldn't exist.