[Raidou remains paralyzed on the ground. Alucard's voice is lost in the midst of others, just another voice that was angry with him. It feels like he has gone back ten years, too small, too scared, too young to comprehend the enormity of what he's supposed to do, what he's supposed to become. Raidou the 14th. He can't. And if he can't do it, they'll all leave him behind. Useless. Worthless. Not needed.]
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